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My Suicide Note Is In Your Handwriting

from Cross My Heart, I Hope You Die by Forgetting Forever

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Please... please... this distance is killing me. A sickness in my lungs. I need you like the air I breathe, and my body cries for oxygen. Do you know what this is doing to me?

And if you did, would you still care?

Please... please... if you ever loved me, don't let it end like this. Not like this. Of all the things I thought we'd be -- of all the futures I'd foreseen -- this disconnected silence is the furthest thing from anything I'd dreamed.

But nothing changes. The phone still silent. Nothing but those haunting words (no messages, no messages) like a poison to my ears. A death that whispers, "she doesn't love you, never loved you. Did you really think she ever cared? Did you?"

The antidote is out of reach. The antidote is just out of reach. It's grasped within your fingers and I'll choke on my last breath with one thought in my mind: that you could have saved me, and you let me die.

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from Cross My Heart, I Hope You Die, released April 20, 2009
Music by Matt LeFevers. Lyrics by Matt LeFevers with John Neal Molina.

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Nodding Dog is a DIY record label in Phoenix, Arizona. Formed by a group of friends who all play on each other's songs, they have released over 20 albums and shipped orders at home and abroad. All Nodding Dog releases are available for free. With acts ranging from punk to metal, indie to electronic, there is no defining style to their roster -- only a love of all things music. ... more

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